WHEN NOTHING ELSE MATTERS

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

okies. i koe i look terrible in here. with no make ups, dark eye bags, red nose and tearful sicko face of mine..
i announced.
i cried. cried badly.

had a fight. quite a bad fight with my sister. and i mean really FIGHT. you guys might say, " hey, but u are already 18, still so childish lea!" she fights with me first. I mean, you can't expect me to sit there and let her slap me, kick me, scratch me all she wants ba.. i had to defence also ma.. i wanted to stop but tat idiot just keep on getting me on.
DAMN!!!!

i cried not because i lose to her. cos during the fight, we had some struggles and all and she pulled off my bracelet. it was only after the whole thing is over den i realised tat my precious bracelet had broken into half. and it cannot be fixed anymore. it's not just any bracelet tat i just sad for a while den next day okie tat kind of feeling. tat bracelet was the 1st actual present hubby had buy for me!!! i've like spoil the necklace which comes along with the bracelet already, and now, the only bracelet is gone too! of couse i'm like so so so sad. i break down immediately. shouted rite into my sister face and cried my heart out. the bracelet is just so dear to me. and i've spoil it over some stupid cat fight which i dun even koe wad's the reason of fighting!!!!!

i just hide in my bedroom, hugging my pillow and keeps crying. it's like i've not taken good care of the stuffs hubby had given me. and i feels so guilty about it. i've told hubby about it and he say he would get me another one. i told him straight tat i dun wan a new one, as it's not the same any more...it cannot be replaced by another one easily. guess you ppl can understand how i feels bah.
anyway. i'm okie already. the broken bracelet and necklace are still in my drawer. though i can't use them anymore, they will still be the memory deep down in my heart.

anyway. here to tell hubby again,

i'm really sorry. muackies.

watch singapore idol just now.and i thought they give me quite a surprise.
those whom i thought were good, turn out to be otherwise.
and those whom i thought were just another boy band voice,
turns out to be pretty good. =)
i've took a liking to Levin ng, Paul Twohill, Norman then and Jonathan leong's voices.

Levin sings ' Dancing in the moonlight" by toploader and i tink his voice not bad lah. den gt those good boy looks with small small eyes. =p

Paul sings " Here without you" by 3 doors down. and i like it very much! he sings it well. and he had his own attitude and style. but one thing i dun like about is... his hair! it covers almost all of his face. and the way he swing his hair is so... lols.

Norman is my favourite of all i've mention!!!! he sings "Drops of Jupiter" by train. his voice so nice lah. maybe others dun like lah. but i tink his voice power lah. some more, he looks quite cute to me. =p

Last but not the least, Jonathan seems to be a hot- favourite. he like gt many fans like tat. den his voice is so man. hahas. unique lah. maybe tat's wad leaves a deep impression of him to ppl bah.

Terence Tay so cute lah. i like his smile.can't rememebr which judge says he gt the boy band voice.hehs. Janson Tay got tis boylish look, den when he talks, voice very nice but when he sings arh, different voice. =/ and James Tay, he was okies lah. i just koe he is one of the guy under Bryan wong and Kym ng's variety show, " yuan lai jiu shi ni". they were okie.
but their performance are average i guess.

all i could say is, different ppl have different tastes. you may like it or it could be the other way round. who knows? =)

i miss hubby.
quite long never see him already.
hmm. sad leh.

okies la.

ciaos.

TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.

Amanda shouted @ 10:52 PM