It's 100% tat they are getting a spar. and i'm definately a sinner behind all this. i beg both locke and my guy, to let tis matter rest. but none takes my word. it's like. none of my damn business. and both are asking me regarding each other's background and information. and nobody trusts me in tis. bet both guys thought i would tell the other party bout everything.
and yes. i've cried. i've begged. i've persuaded. i've done everything to stop all tis. but nth helps. both is determined to make the other dead.
why is all this happening.... tell me it's all a nightmare. tell me everything is just not true. tell me tat it's all not gonna happen.
i'm lying to myself. but i really dun want anything to happen to anybody. kill me please. i rather i'm the one being beaten up to death. kill me. end my life. i just wan to die right now. perhaps my death would stops all tis....?
god. i pray to you. i dun wan any of them to get hurt at all. pls. pls bless them safe and sound. i would be willing to exchange my life for tat...
PRAYS HARD*
Amanda shouted @ 12:00 AM
the_gurl
Amanda
19 years old
attached to her dear boy
she's no longer the little gurl.
she_loves
hubby
sisters(hel,ling and ting)
friends
family
moo moo
she_hates
ppl who break promises
liars
betrayers
backstabbers
hypocrites
her_wishes
forever love
maintaining the relationship between us
having a stable job
being happy with my life.
having the ppl i loves all by my side.