Saturday, June 03, 2006
hel darling meet me at my house at around 11 plus ytd nite.
so long never see her already. =)
accompany her to hougang point kopitiam to buy food cos she is hungry.
she eat, and we chat, use my com and it's already like 12 plus.
and there are already no bus on the streets.
she intended to walk home actually,
den my mum told me to asked her if she wanna stay over at my place for the nite.
she agreed and called back her bro.
chat all the way to 3 plus before we washed up and go to bed.
my little sister had "transferred" to sleep with my mum.
and yeah. hel is sharing the bed with me.
and obviously she is using my toner, pimple cream, facial foam and my blanket!
we talked quite loudly in the room.
and my the other sister go shhhh us.
meaning that we are too loud already.
so we whisper.
i had to stick out my ear to make out wad she says.
both of us tried to sleep but den we couldn't.
i tink i only get to sleep at around 4 plus.
hel slept at 5 though. without her shasha bear,
she can't get to sleep!!! =) i only mange to sleep like 4 hours before something dreadful happens.
was woke up by hel's hp.
mel called her 3, 4 times.
but i was listening songs throughout that nite using her hp,
den wad's more,
i dun koe how to use her phone!!!
in a very blur state,
i answered the call and was so shocked to hear mel crying very very sadly.
she told me to tell hel that her mum has passed away this morning due to asthma attack.
the ambulance took forever to reach u see.
she died at home.
and mel lost her mum forever.
hel and i were so sad.
tears were on the bringe of rolling down our eyes.
mel's mum treat hel pretty nice when she was still alive.
and though i'm dunno her mum well,
just a hi auntie whenever i see her sort,
i still feels so upset. =(
nobody would have expected this.
mel's mum at most were in her early 40s,
working in a cold storage in seng kang.
and she just goes to another part of the world like tat...
leaving mel all alone behind.
i had no idea how is mel gonna to take such a big blow.
how is she gonna be without her mum by her side?
everything is just so sudden.
i just hopes tat mel will be strong.
she have to be strong to go through all these now...
auntie's death let me realised that we should cherish and love our loved ones.
and not when they are gone for good and you starts crying and regret.
by then,
it's no use.
so here i am.
I LOVE EVERYBODY AROUND ME!!!!!
mel.
if you are reading this,
i just want to tell you tat,
though your mum is gone,
you still have to be brave and continue the route towards your future.
we will be with you if you ever needs us.
i koe it's hard on you... but you have to get on with your life.
i believe your mum would want to see you be happy and good.
do take good care of yourself yeah?
dun tink too much alrights?
god blesses you.
auntie.
rest in peace.
in memories of mel's mum.
03/06/2006.
TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
