WHEN NOTHING ELSE MATTERS

Thursday, June 15, 2006

i'm working today!
actually is to help to replace a guy who last min cannot make it lah.
but i'll be working alone from 8pm to 2 am.
ting all not working.
nobody there to help me when i need them liao. =(
guess i've been very dependent on them already.
i have to learn to be independent!
but i scared. =/

ytd nite didn't get to see hubby.
i'm so sad lah!!!!! ='(
wad's worse is he didn't call or msg me the whole nite.
in fact, till now i still hadn't heard from him. =(
i'm dead worried for him...
scare gt things happen to him etc.
couldn't get through to him at all.
his prepaid nv registered so call him also auto dun have one.
only can sms him. msg like at least 4-6,
still no replies or calls.
he said he will call me...
but he didn't...
why can't he understand how i feels?
it's not the first time such things happen...
he told me there wun be a second time....
but den..
it still happens. =(
i'm nt angry at all.
just disappointed and feeling extremely sad!
i know maybe he is really tired so never call.
but at least let me koe he is safe and sound.
even if he calls for 1 min,
i'll be very happy le.
he dun koe how worried i had been.
and my imagination just runs wild again and again.
result in crying my heart out in the middle of the nite.
dunno why i feels this way...
perhaps i love him really too much already...='(
and,

I MISS HIM SO SO SO MUCH...

hope this doesn't affects my mood and concentration later on at work.
or i'll do alot of mistakes one.
den kana scolded. =s
prays hard*
and hope my hubby will call or sms me real soon.
how. i miss him so...

alrights.
wish me luck later on.
bye bye!

Amanda shouted @ 4:09 PM