Sunday, August 27, 2006
meet ling and mel in compass like 4.
walk around before sending mel off to take bus 83 as she has work.
ling and i took bus 43 to find hel in parkway to have dinner together.
waited for hel to be off work till 6pm.
the 2 pics above are taken from one of the shop there in parkway.
they sell utensils, lamps, teasets etc etc.
they are not any normal looking utensils,
the designs are really nice. =)
proceed to city plaza as we were so hungry.
no doubt no doubt,
we had the spring chicken again! =)
notice why i'll post my pair of ugly looking feets?
look closely ppl,
i wear 2 different designs of slippers!!!!
i must have been really rush to meet ling and mel tat i just slipped on any pair.
i was so damn shocked and embarrassed lah.
hel and ling were laughing at me.
it's like, if i've not mention,
they wouldn't have notice.
in order not to lose my xin xiang,
i buy a pair of white covered shoes which cost me $23.90!
heartache like shit.
and while waiting outside for our turn,
i took some pics with my darlings. =)
went to arcade after eating.
see both my darlings playing happily at the basketball machines.
snap down their pics while they were focusing hard on aiming the basketball into the net.
ling and hel, dun complain say you gurls look awful in the pics okie?
it's so natural. yeah. natural beauty. =D
i actually lost count of how many rounds of "matches" we had.
but in total, we had like 800++ of tickets!!!! =)
anyway.
i've read lings' blog.
she is so much angrily den i am lah.
so cute!
msg to ling,
thanks for making an effort to tell ppl all these.
but it's all in the past already.
tink i should just forget all about it and led my own life now.
and of course,
special thanks to helicia, ling, ting, miao, hui hui,yeap min, kennedy and passerby.
you guys really make me feel so much better.
if it wasn't for you all,
i might just go insane just to tink of it.
thank you all so so much. =)
i really hope everything will be coming to an end.
make a full stop for this incident.
let's just forget it all.
smiles*
Amanda shouted @ 12:48 AM
Friday, August 25, 2006
okie. firstly,i need to apologise to everyone who have been reading my blog.sorry for changing my add again.sorry for any inconvenience.alright. a guy took the pic of me and my bf and post it in his blog.in his blog,he called me a BITCH and wanted to get hitman to bash up my guy,he's giving 5000 bucks for ppl who wants to kill my guy for him.this guy is none other but my ex, the bastard.the following entry is wad he had post.Revenge.
The only comfortable reason I exist, is to eliminate anyone who trespasses against me. I still remember the lord's prayer I used to chant every week during assembly.This phrase is from it" And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive them that trespass against us."Geez... few years back, this phrase dissappeared from my dictionary. I don't understand forgiveness anymore... remember I once said 6 months later for revenge? I don't think time's up yet... but exams are like over tml? So I guess I have a little time to start planning about my revenge liao.1. Ken. If you're so fucking stupid to think its still for that bitch, WRONG! Its because of the fact of he asking 30+ people whacking me up when it was 1v1. Never liked foul players... so he shall... die. Simply as that. Hiring hitman to kill this guy, 5000bucks. =D Pic here...( pic of me and my bf )2. Don't want mention name lea... damn bad kind. That day I blogged that, 90+ viewerships. o.OThe people around me are just so forgiving all the time, makes me hang my head low sometimes. Sry to tell u this, I am not that forgiving type. =D3. There are 2 people, who I don't wish to include in this list. They hurt me bad enuff... but perhaps partially is my fault. I don't know... see how.Don't offend me, be my friend instead... people who offended me never had a good ending. Test, proven and qualified by ECG. Hahahaha... okies. after the spar thing between my bf and him,(pls look for previous entries to get a clearer picture of all these.)i've change the add of my blog,as i thought i could start all anew and forgetting the bad incident.so i dunno where the hell he get the add of my blog,took one of the pic and paste it in his blog,saying that he wanted revenge and calling me a bitch and wanted to hire hitman to kill my bf.i've talk to friends around asking them for advices,they asked me to ignore him.so i thought,they were rite about this.i dun wan anything to do with tat guy anymore.let me recall the whole incident when i'm still together with tat guy.tat was the most critical time we were facing.he just enter poly and completely had no time for me.modules, projects, homework had taken up most of his time.i said i'll wait for him. i was very firm bout it den.i got this habit of reading his blog almost daily,like to koe how he is like, how he's doing and all,but when i read his entries,saying lesbians are cute, looking around his lecture hall at gals,treating me coldly, not contacting me.all these just left me feeling unsure of the relationship.but i still held on to it.hoping there will be a change in him and we will be back like wad we used to be.it was when someone told me one day tat he liked a gurl in his class/sch and had already confessed his feelings towards her.from tat moment onwards,i koe my heart is dead.i've waited for him and tat is how he treat me?during this period of time,i koe my current guy.he was there all along for me,giving me lots of support and encouragements.not long after, i've had feelings for him already.i break things clear with him before ken becomes my guy.at first we still can be friends, talk on msn,everything was alright.den he started to say he wanted to spar in his blog.not knowing wad does spar means,i asked ken.and tat was how the whole spar started,(pls refer to older entries.)and after a few months later,he wants revenge.it's been 1 year since we last broke up.why is he back again claiming tat he wants revenge?and ppl,most of the things he said ain't true.he had exaggerates so much in his blog,eg. there are like around 10 ppl whacking him the other time,and he said there are 30 plus over whacking him.i'm sure most of the things he said are not true.i dun see any reason why my bf wants to lie to me about.now all i wanted is for him to remove the pic in his blog.but there's no way to get him take the pic away.perhaps i'll just let everything rest.as long as he leave me and ken alone,i couldn't care much or less bout him.and if i'm a bitch like wad he said,he is the big time bastard.he is the unfaithful one first.but claims tat i'm the one being unfaithful.why can't he just get on with his life,instead of thinking getting revenge all the time?i just can't be bothered with him.BASTARD.JUST LEAVE US ALONE!
Amanda shouted @ 12:35 PM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
went to work at 1 today.perhaps i'm working more afternoon shift from next week onwards.it's much easier. less calls. more relaxed.but maybe i'm not used to it lah,or perhaps i'm too sensative le.i dun really like customers in the afternoon.some is just plain rude.some ang mohs just very rude lah.they just shout at you or just hang up yr call without saying.some were really friendly and patient.some were nasty and really really rude.know a gurl name murni.though she is 2 years my senior,she doesn't look like she's someone who is 20.in fact, i tink i look older den her.she's super friendly and cute.easy going and a nice gurl. =)went to meet hubby straight after work.had dinner together and den go to the river near his house to talk.took cab home at 10 plus.will be working on friday and sunday.sian. work work work..TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 11:57 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
ytd meet hubby till like 1 plus.my grandfather was pretty furious and damn unhappy about it,cos it's not the first time tat i return so late.but i'm with my boyfriend and somewhere around my house area only...wad's there to worry? after being nagged by grandfather,felt so guilty tat i've make him so worried,and he can never get to sleep when i went out and wasn't back,he actually will stayed up and waited for me.so i left a note of apology.woke up today and my mum just tell me straight in my face,"no point apologising, he (grandfather) muz have leave a bad impression of ken already."i'm startled at how bad the whole thing had become..was so troubled now.my family likes hubby..and if grandfather now dislikes hubby,damn. wad have i done?i'm already 18 yet my grandfather still treat me like a little gurl.i know he is worried bout my safety,but i've grown up and know how to take care of myself.all i wan to say is,GRANDFATHER,I'M SO SORRY TAT I'VE MAKE YOU WORRIED.I DUN EXPECT YOU TO FORGIVE ME COS IT'S MY FAULT,FOR MAKING YOU WORRIED ALL THE TIME.BUT I JUST HOPE YOU WLL TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF,I'M A GROWN UP GURL ALREADY.I KNOW EXACTLY WAD I AM DOING.ALL I COULD SAY IS,I'M SORRY.TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 12:40 PM
Monday, August 21, 2006
peace out everyone. =)Pictures of Geraldine and me.
my 2 best friends.
LING.
Ting mei and i in the theatre.
HEL.
TING, SIHUI, AMANDA
RAMDOM PICS OF US.
it's been quite sometime since i last post pics.it will be super boring just to read my blog without pics and there's so many words rite?just some pics for all of you to see which i had taken with my friends, sister and hubby.dun vomit upon seeing me rite at the top of this entry,it should be rite at the end of all these pics,but i dunno how to move it or i'll have to redo the whole thing,so yeah. if my pic disgusts you,kindly scoll down in the fastest speed.work ytd was hell tiring.work from 8pm to 2am.totally shag and tired.there's soccer match ytd and so there are alot of queue calls.some guys shorten their shift and went off like 10 plus.and ros also agree to let us go off like 12 if there wasn't any queue calls.i'm like so happy when i thought i can go back at 12am.but out of a sudden there's 20 over queue calls,and we dun have enough man power,so it took quite a while before we can completely clear the queue calls.restuarant wanted to talk to eric,so he go over to my place and answer call,den i took over his place.den after tat dunno why amos took my place and eric took amos place.complicated yeah? anyway,Amos,Eric, ting and i work all the way till 2am.the malay taxi uncle very hyber one.talk almost from tampines to my home in hougang.he just talk and talk and laugh at his own jokes.weird uncle. =)will be meeting dear later at night.ciaos ppl.all i need is you...
you are the one for me. love you baby. =)TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 12:22 PM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
meet hubby just now.he rush all the way down after his stupid customer course to meet me at my house here.after which we took bus down to hougang mall to buy my things.so long never go hougang mall and it had changed so much already.should go there more often le. =)dear's toe nail bleed cos he knocked into something.it open into half like tat. damn scary. heart ache to see him like so painful like tat. =(hope his nail faster recover. though we just parted not long ago,like less den an hour,i miss him already.perhaps tat's because we didn't meet for a few days bah.love love him. =Dmy account like left so little money.i'm like broke. haii. shouldn't have spend so hell lots.when i got my pay i'm gonna treat hubby go city plaza eat the spring chicken.ling, we all go together alright?with your mos mos, my ken ken and our cia cia.lol. =Dsihui is sick.hope she get well soon! =)sihui arh sihui,do take care yeah?gonna work tomolo.from 8pm to either 12am or 1am.work work work.have to go and slp.ciaoz.TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 12:44 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
it's been 5 days since i last blog.couldn't log in previously and i have been working 3 days continuously.work was alright but tiring,and some customers are just so FCUK UP.they should at least give us the basic respect towards us.there's this damn rude female customer,when i got her records, rite under the customer information,the previous agent had written " ------VIP, CUSTOMER IS VERY RUDE."i thought nothing of it,thinking tat if i didn't take wrong order and all,everything would be fine.she seems to be a nice lady when i answer the call, take her order, repeat her orders,but things went wrong when i took down her credit card number.i believe she is using the speaker phone and her voice just couldn't be heard clearly at times.so i tell her nicely tat i can't hear her clearly.customer : oh, i thought you can hear me clearly. ( and she starts to raise her voice )i got the number correct lor but she say it's wrong. i repeat again and again and she said it's still wrong and starts to get damn rude by saying, " your ear got problem is it? just get another person to take over the call now!" so i got Amos to help. and when i check the number Amos took down and the number i took down,IT'S COMPLETELY THE SAME!fcuking idiotic customer. spoils my entire mood.and imagine the whole place is so damn noisy with agents taking orders and rasing their voices at the same time, how to hear clearly like tat????i dunno where my patience will take me....i might just explode and starts screaming at the top of my voice.will be working afternoon shift to evening shirt from next week.hope it's better. =)we got another shift leader le.was surprised to see him on the shift leader table.he's alvin. ting and sihui's friend.pretty nice guy. ask him things he will help.alright. gtg.bye.TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 2:49 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
went to work 3 hours earlier to replace ting.so i start from 6pm all the way to 2am.actually wanted to go off earlier,but arifah say too early den cannot.by den i'm already had a bad headache already,left with no choice,i can only struggle till 2am.Amos left like 12am.i koe why they dun let me go le,it's because there's at least 10 ppl going off at 12!and they were afraid there's queue calls.tat's why.i'll get all tense up when customer dunno where they are or dunno their postal code,it means i'll have to check for them.damn hard to find one lor.had you heard of PSA SEMBAWANG WHARVES GATE?have you heard of deptford road?singapore may be small but it's hell when you try finding addresses.anyway. manage to call restaurant and tell them where to deliver the food and all.all was fine. thank god!took cab back alone cos nobody goes off at 2am.reach home like 2.30am.completely shag.i really can't imagine working 12 hours.it's scary. =/TEARS BEIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 12:30 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
met dear 1 plus ytd.go toa payoh wanted to eat sakae sushi buffet.but den 3pm den start, no choice but to eat mac. proceed to bugis to help dear sign line using my ic.he lost his ic so can't apply for a new line.in between there's so much crop up,den we had some misunderstandings,but thank god we were okie after tat le.after tat go down to tamp.having movie with ting, sihui, amos and sitel collegues.daniel book the whole cinema hall for sitel ppl.watch the priates movie which i find it hard to understand.so it's still okie for me...Amos is being scary,he eat 3 nachos with cheese, 2 small popcorns and 1 medium and 1 large drink.so much and he eat all of them by himself!!!feeling so bad and guilty towards hubby.i left him alone and i go to watch movie,left him walking and eating alone for a good 3 hours!!!!!he had been very understanding.thanks alot hubby!well. tat will be all.bye ppl.TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 2:59 PM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
had been feeling so tired easily.work ytd was pretty okie.help collegues buy dinner from mac and saw sihui and ting. extend work 30 mins more. earn another 3.50. lol.shared cab home with ash ( tat's wad he told me to call him).nice guy lah. =)mother help me dye my hair today.shall reveal my colour.it's golden blonde,just like the ang mo hair u see,but it turns out other wise,and i tell you,it makes no much different at all!!!!!!!!!i'll dye my hair in a salon next time.dye bright red. LOLS.will be meeting hubby tomolo.very happy. =)i want to watch click, the lakehouse, my super ex girlfriend etc.who wan to watch the shows with me???TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 10:32 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
5/8work from 6 to 10.work was fine and nice.found replacement on national day already!!!!!!!which have been keeping my mood good. =)after work, went to meet hubby at his house there.meet till 2 den go back home.6/8woke up and prepared to meet hel and ling at compass point.after which we took bus 80 to Bugis,on the way there was fun and we were laughing like mad.we were crapping non stop lah. =Danyway, hel got her mother a straw bag in bugis village.look for the bag in bugis, edge,but no longer available.try our luck in bugis village,damn. it's ppl squeezing ppl!!!and it's so warm lah. went up to the shops located at second floor,walk around and no sight of it.came down and saw the bags,rite in front of us.we laugh at ourselves for being so silly. lolthe bag cost 22 bucks!!which is pretty expensive at the thought of it now.it's not durable and it might break any moment,and hel msg me said her mother dun really like it.sometimes hel is just so rush lah. never tink properly den just keep on buy and buy.and we saw sihui at bugis with her family. =)had dinner at city plaza which is located near paya lebar there?but it's so damn tiring walking under the hot sun to city plaza.muz walk very long lor.i was complaining all the way.i just dun like to sweat lah.ling said the spring chicken and coleslaw from Arnolds is very nice.reach there and the place is packed!!!!!!wait for your turn one lah, take queue numbers,feel like going to polyclinic like tat. =/finally is our turn.the table so small lah. den after tat the gurl who serve us,drop one of the spring chicken on my bag!!!!!!!!!!i'm so freaking angry lah.know how oily it is not????but the food is very very nice.everybody was using their hands to eat the chicken.dun need to mind your xin xiang one.the coleslaw was good just like wad ling had said.and that place is 95% occupied by malays.the staffs there are malays also.this is the only 1 brunch in singapore.there only stick to one brunch.you won't feel regret eating it one.play arcade there and got ourself tickets when we play the basketball machines.we get 2 winnie pooh clips, 2 strawberry clips and 1 pencil clips and stickers!wahahaz. cute but it might seems pretty childish lah. =)went parkway cos ling will be meeting her family there.eat the lemon ice cream again. NICE!den walk around den ling join her family le and we bid bye bye le.left hel and me, den hel's father called,and she had to go also.it's family day so they are spending it together.i went home alone.which is so sian and tiring after one whole day.and i'll be working later at 8pm.sian. nobody is working today. working alone. arghhhh.okies lah. got to go.bye bye.TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 12:44 PM
Friday, August 04, 2006
went to work at 8 as usual ytdsaw si hui there.but she works till 8 only.everything was quite alright.lots of queue calls,we were clearing like crazy.it's like the moment we thought we had clear the calls,more calls came in.shu fen extend Amos and i till 2am lor.my voice become so sa ya lor.and i'm really tired.shu fen say our ACW is very high.but hello we dun wan to also.but we just get stupid customers who doesn't know where the hell they are,dunno their postal code and damn it, their address are so hard to find.i had to look for it in the street directory lah,and i hate to find one lor.it's completely a waste of my time.got a customer who dun wan to verify her address to me.talk to her nicely and said there's a need to, to check everything is correct.fcuk her when she say last time she called she dun have to verify to the agent,it's the agent who verify her address to her!!!she asked if there's a procedure and i said yes.she asked for my name and tell me her address in a not happy tone.wad's worse is i need to talk to her in a happy tone.wad the fcuk? verify address will kill her one meh?it took less den a min to verify the whole address lah,and she give me attitude.fcuk lah. damn angry.i wonder who is the agent who verify her address to her instead of the other way round.damn it.anyway.she want to complain den let her complain wadever shit she wants.after all, i'm nt in the wrong at all.and i dun even care much bout her.she's just another attitude customer i deal with like any other days.Amos bought double cheese burgers in a very special way.know wad?he want it with lettuce and big mac sauce instead of the normal ones.weird rite?he make the cashier so blur and all.quite long never meet hubby le.i miss him. miss him miss him miss him.never contact for like whole day.his prepaid no money.want him to get a line he say it's more expensive den prepaid.well. wad can i say?tomolo working from 6pm to 10pm.meeting hubby tomolo if nothing crops up!!!!TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 10:40 PM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
went to work at 7 cos ros called.reach there and saw Amos.he came over and tell me tat he kanna 1 warning letter.heard tat Taufiq was sack.ain't too sure about the whole matter,but it's regarding using laptop in the office.it was said tat they wanna watch the "fast and furious",many of them gather around Amos's laptop.they were so sway that the camera caught it all.mos and rex also kanna.well. have to ask Amos himself.work ytd was alright lah.Amos and i become the chinese department,as in answering all chinese calls.the others were all malays.so bo bian. answer a call from a china guy.ask him for postal code he say dun have.den he read out his address to me.you know their english have a very funny tone one,so i really had no idea wad the hell he is talking about.so i asked him to spell it out for me.he keep on reading the address to me.so i asked him spell the letters out to me,he say he dun understand wad i'm saying.so i asked him wait for a while and at the same time, i'm still having the headset with me,i heard him say to his frenz," her chinese is so damn poor!! i dun understand at all! "FREAK HIM!!!! SAID MY CHINESE POOR!!!!HIS ENGLISH IS LIKE SHIT LOR.DUN EVEN KOE WAD DOES THE MEANING OF SPELL!!!!FCUKING CHINA GUY!!!!!!!!!!!STAY IN YOUR COUNTRY LAH,COME SINGAPORE FOR WAD?MOST OF THE SINGAPOREANS ARE ENGLISH EDUCATED,WE DUN UNDERSTAND YOUR FREAKING ENGLISH!!!!!SO JUST SCRAM OFF!!!!!!!!!!!MAKE MY BLOOD BOIL MAN!other den tat stupid china guy,the other were quite alright.just tat i put ACW for too long already,not tat i'm eating snake okie,just tat there are some customer's address is so hard to find lor.den Amos and i shared cab back using the coupon.happily chat with the uncle, both of them exchanging ghost stories etc.den after tat i drop off first mah,den when reach Amos's place,the uncle doesn't accept coupons!!!!!we hop into the wrong cab,cos the coupons can only used by certain taxis.so Amos gt no choice but to run all the way up to his house,take money, go down again to return the uncle.Anyway,Gareth msg me ytd.had quite a good chat,he had been very stress up recently.most pro because he is a ic and had to look after his men,and they had tons of things to do lor.and he said he had changed and get worked up easily.well. he seems more cheerul after tat.so yeah.haii. alrights.have to work today.ciaos.TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 1:24 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
guess i had been really damn angry ytd.i even blow my top at hubby,whom i never throw temper at him before.but den it's really very fed up and pissed if you need help, yet nobody can help.i can completely understand si hui's feeling.like just wad she said, you need help,ppl gives excuses.when they need help,you have to be there.UNFAIR is wad it is all about.heard ting say she wanna work with hel.she say it's more fun.sure enough,it's less complicated there.work there is actually quite carefree.pay was alright,at least you get 600-900 plus ( without cpf.)maybe Sitel is a place where you can't work for too long?anyway.special thanks to ting who had help me find replacement despite the chances of finding one is like only 10%??thank you very much!finally got my n70.tat phone is pretty hard to use lah.i'm still trying to adapt.but after all,i love the fone.it's just like my 2nd "boyfriend".and i like n72 lah.it's so sweet and lady like man.it's in sweet pink.damn. it's so "pretty"!!!i'm dying my hair.and in a colour tat nobody tink i will dye.it's a secret.dun ask me. i wun say.=pwork tomolo.sian!!!!alrights. gtg,bye.TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 2:06 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
CURRENTLY IN A VERY BAD MOOD.I COULDN'T GET A REPLACEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DAMN IT WHEN ALL SAID THEY GOT TO WORK AND THIS AND THAT.ASKED AROUND AND NOT A SINGLE SOUL IS FREE??!!!SENTENCES LIKE I WILL HELP YOU FIND, I REPLACE YOU IF YOU CAN'T WORK ARE ALL BULL SHIT.IN THE END, IT'S EITHER THEY HAVE SOMETHING ON OR THEY HAD TO REPLACE ANOTHER PERSON.YOU STILL HAVE TO FIND YOUR OWN REPLACEMENT.I'M NOT REFERING TO ANYONE IN THIS MATTER.JUST STATING FACTS.IT JUST SEEMS THAT WHEN YOU NEEDED THE HELP THE MOST,YOU DUN GET THEM.BLAME ON MY LUCK.IN THIS KIND OF SITUATION,I DOUBT THERE'S ANYONE WHO IS FREE NOW.I BET I WUN BE MEETING HUBBY TODAY.WHO SHOULD I BLAME?YOU OR ME?IT'S ME.I SHOULD HAVE KNOW MORE PPL.ASK PPL AROUND FOR THEIR NUMBERS SO THAT I WILL NEVER BE LACK OF PPL WHO CAN REPLACE ME WHEN I NEED THEM.IN THIS SOCIETY,IT'S THE "YOU USE ME, I USE YOU" SITUATIONS.THE WORD "HELP" IS JUST A NICE WORD TO COVER UP FOR THE WORD "USED".SORRY IF ANYBODY READS THIS AND FEELS DAMN UNHAPPY OR FEEL OFFENSIVE ABOUT IT.I'M JUST TELLING THE TRUTHS.THEY ARE ALL FACTS!FACTS THAT YOU NOR I COULD DENY.PISSED- FED UP- UNHAPPY-FOUL MOOD-TAT'S HOW I'M FEELING NOW.TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 11:59 AM
