CURRENTLY IN A VERY BAD MOOD. I COULDN'T GET A REPLACEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN IT WHEN ALL SAID THEY GOT TO WORK AND THIS AND THAT. ASKED AROUND AND NOT A SINGLE SOUL IS FREE??!!! SENTENCES LIKE I WILL HELP YOU FIND, I REPLACE YOU IF YOU CAN'T WORK ARE ALL BULL SHIT. IN THE END, IT'S EITHER THEY HAVE SOMETHING ON OR THEY HAD TO REPLACE ANOTHER PERSON. YOU STILL HAVE TO FIND YOUR OWN REPLACEMENT. I'M NOT REFERING TO ANYONE IN THIS MATTER. JUST STATING FACTS. IT JUST SEEMS THAT WHEN YOU NEEDED THE HELP THE MOST, YOU DUN GET THEM. BLAME ON MY LUCK. IN THIS KIND OF SITUATION, I DOUBT THERE'S ANYONE WHO IS FREE NOW. I BET I WUN BE MEETING HUBBY TODAY. WHO SHOULD I BLAME? YOU OR ME? IT'S ME. I SHOULD HAVE KNOW MORE PPL. ASK PPL AROUND FOR THEIR NUMBERS SO THAT I WILL NEVER BE LACK OF PPL WHO CAN REPLACE ME WHEN I NEED THEM. IN THIS SOCIETY, IT'S THE "YOU USE ME, I USE YOU" SITUATIONS. THE WORD "HELP" IS JUST A NICE WORD TO COVER UP FOR THE WORD "USED". SORRY IF ANYBODY READS THIS AND FEELS DAMN UNHAPPY OR FEEL OFFENSIVE ABOUT IT. I'M JUST TELLING THE TRUTHS. THEY ARE ALL FACTS! FACTS THAT YOU NOR I COULD DENY. PISSED- FED UP- UNHAPPY- FOUL MOOD- TAT'S HOW I'M FEELING NOW.
TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 11:59 AM
the_gurl
Amanda
19 years old
attached to her dear boy
she's no longer the little gurl.
she_loves
hubby
sisters(hel,ling and ting)
friends
family
moo moo
she_hates
ppl who break promises
liars
betrayers
backstabbers
hypocrites
her_wishes
forever love
maintaining the relationship between us
having a stable job
being happy with my life.
having the ppl i loves all by my side.