ytd meet hubby till like 1 plus. my grandfather was pretty furious and damn unhappy about it, cos it's not the first time tat i return so late. but i'm with my boyfriend and somewhere around my house area only... wad's there to worry? after being nagged by grandfather, felt so guilty tat i've make him so worried, and he can never get to sleep when i went out and wasn't back, he actually will stayed up and waited for me. so i left a note of apology.
woke up today and my mum just tell me straight in my face, "no point apologising, he (grandfather) muz have leave a bad impression of ken already." i'm startled at how bad the whole thing had become.. was so troubled now. my family likes hubby.. and if grandfather now dislikes hubby, damn. wad have i done?
i'm already 18 yet my grandfather still treat me like a little gurl. i know he is worried bout my safety, but i've grown up and know how to take care of myself. all i wan to say is,
GRANDFATHER,
I'M SO SORRY TAT I'VE MAKE YOU WORRIED. I DUN EXPECT YOU TO FORGIVE ME COS IT'S MY FAULT, FOR MAKING YOU WORRIED ALL THE TIME. BUT I JUST HOPE YOU WLL TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF, I'M A GROWN UP GURL ALREADY. I KNOW EXACTLY WAD I AM DOING. ALL I COULD SAY IS, I'M SORRY.
TEARS BEHIND THAT SMILING FACE.
Amanda shouted @ 12:40 PM
the_gurl
Amanda
19 years old
attached to her dear boy
she's no longer the little gurl.
she_loves
hubby
sisters(hel,ling and ting)
friends
family
moo moo
she_hates
ppl who break promises
liars
betrayers
backstabbers
hypocrites
her_wishes
forever love
maintaining the relationship between us
having a stable job
being happy with my life.
having the ppl i loves all by my side.