suppose to work from 4pm to 8pm today. but suddenly feel damn unwell.. so yeah, approach alvin and tell him, so thankful to alvin and jane who are so understanding, i dun need mc to go back early which jane approve. so sweet. =) take 2 extra strong panadols down and i'm feeling better, didn't take a rest cos i can't get to sleep though i'm ill. it's a pity tat i can't go cycling with boy tomolo. =( but dear said we will go once i've recovered! =)
read hel's blog and feeling very bad now. she told me not to be angry after reading, well, i'm not the least angry but feels damn guilty. every sentence that she mention are true. i've always been a bad friend, and i know i can never be a good friend. i'm always so selfish, so self centred and i dun care how my friends feels. friends around me had been tolerating my unbearable demands and stubbron character. i know they care, i know they meant well, but just like wad hel said, i take things for granted.
i wanted to be a good friend too.
but i can never be one.....
dear friends, thanks for tolerating my temper and nonsenses. thanks for all the care and concern. thanks for being there for me when i needed you. thanks for protecting me even though i'm older ( by a few months) thanks for treating me like a princess. thanks for all your supports and encouragements. thanks for giving in to me all the time. thanks for being such great friends.
you people have been great friends.... pardon me for being a bad friend. i love you all. =D
Amanda shouted @ 10:14 PM
the_gurl
Amanda
19 years old
attached to her dear boy
she's no longer the little gurl.
she_loves
hubby
sisters(hel,ling and ting)
friends
family
moo moo
she_hates
ppl who break promises
liars
betrayers
backstabbers
hypocrites
her_wishes
forever love
maintaining the relationship between us
having a stable job
being happy with my life.
having the ppl i loves all by my side.