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Friday, June 15, 2007

it's finally weekend!!!!
can't believe i've had 5 lessons in boston already!
i still can't really adapt to the school life now..
partly because i've not been studying for bout 2 years. for goodness sake!

my lecturer had finish teaching 5 chapters of facilities and accommodations,
all i could say was, so far so good.
i can still understand and follow up with the lessons.
i even answered questions that she asked!
there will be a group assignment for us to complete.
i'll be doing it with linez, pris and thazin.
the lecturer almost group us when one of the student, ah tan and siva asked her to group us instead of we choose ourselves!!!
cos rite in front of me is siva and ah tan so ah tan turned around and asked to join as a group!!!!
i dun wanna do assignment with ah tan who is old enough to be my father and siva whose language i just need to take a very long time to understand!
i'm not being choosy and mean.. jst feels damn weird..
luckily pris told my lecturer, cecilia tat we have gotten ourselves a group.=/

class was fun since there's all kinds of people around.
just got to know the 4 myanmar guys in class.
i took a long time to remember their names.. tho ya who is 21 years old, say ya 26 years old, chan nian 24 years old and shu mu 28 years old.
tat's roughly how their names sounds like..
tho ya keeps on laughing so i nickname him "laugh laugh".
the others name chan nian "ku ku" which means " brother" in myanmar.
i always called him tat and he will abit shy shy den laugh one..
i learn some myanmar language from thazin and say them to the boys,
who laugh at me cos i'm not very sure bout it..
during break we'll hang around downstairs and talk...
in all, my classmates are nice and fun lah.. =)

hopethe rest of the lessons will turn out well for me..

tough road ahead*

Amanda shouted @ 8:39 PM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

it's my fourth day in boston and everything is pretty fine for me now.
i still can understand wad my lecturer said and i've make new friends!
my class is make up of 14 people of different ages, countries.
got to know 2 girls whom i could click with which was good...
priscilla and linez.
and i got a nickname call apple by one of them.
she just can't rem my name!
it's such a coincidence that our surname are tan, i got a book exactly the same as pris!
overall school wasn't as bad as i thought.

well. shall update again.
=)

Amanda shouted @ 5:00 PM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

tomolo have to reach school by 11.30am cos of the stupid orietation.
i hope it's not play stupid games like break the ice or wadever hell it is gonna be.
may lady luck be smiling to me tomolo.
i dun wan to look like a fool on the first day of school.
thinking back now, i changed my mind regarding being returning to study is a good thing.
i have to adapt to the new environment, new way of learning things and worse of all, making new friends.
i'm really bad at starting a conversation with someone.
the conversation will onlyonly last a few mins before everything ends.
i simply hates the awkward feeling.
i'm never good at making friends!

hadn't heard from dear for nearly a day.
by rite he should be back from malaysia today but till now i still didn't get any msg nor calls from him.
i miss him terribly.
the feeling of missing someone yet there's no way to contact him is really bad.
he promised to meet me today...
but where is he now????

relationships can be tiring at times.
it's hard for 2 people of different character and attitudes to be together.
perhaps after some time of being together, you still couldn't adapt to your partner's lifestyle.
but i guess if both really makes an effort to like try to adapt or something like tat,
the relationship will still work.

it seems tat girls are normally the ones who got hurt and get dump in the end.
from my past relationships and wad some of my friends had gone through, this often happens.
girls are the ones who cried every nite thinking of the guy while the guy might be dating another girl already.
girls are the ones who become super thin after a broken-hearted.
u dun see guys not eating and cried all day long ba...
and it's really hard for a girl to let go of the relationship when she loves the guy dearly.
they will normally go through the hardest time of their life, walking alone without support,
tat's where they were the most fragile, and needs alot of encouragements and supports.

i really pity girls lah.
why must we go through all that?
it really hurts and the pain is unbearable.
i know because i feel it before..
the piercing sharp pain tat goes right through the heart.
damn emotional la.

men is afraid of women keeps on nagging non stop.
women is afraid of men keeping quiet all the time.

Amanda shouted @ 7:22 PM

Monday, June 04, 2007

schedule for my course was changed without me knowing.
people around me were telling me not to go out thursday cos it's vesak day.
i thought since it's not really their "day" so maybe they wil still opened as per normal.
we step into the lift to go up but the lift was "locked", so the 2 security guards laughed and asked why we dun asked them first,and say it's public holiday so the school is closed.
hel was pretty annoyed cos they should have stop us since they know the school was closed.
anyway, i look really dumb with the formal white shirt with black pants while hel and ting were in casual.
i look damn mature also la, as if i'm their older sister.
blame it on my chao lao face. =(
it was good to meet up with friends and go shopping together since it's been sometime since i last saw the gals.

so i took a cab down to my school the very next day as i'm late.
the uncle was being nice to turn the temperature of the aircon down for me and try his best to locate the place.
it cost 12.50 for the total but the uncle only charged me 12 bucks, i know it's merely 50 cents but it's been nice of him already. =)
it didn't turn out too bad as i've seen a couple of cute guys of boston!
i'm asked to wait for a while before my agent, aileen approached me telling me about the changed schedule.
she apologised for not informing me earlier as it's not really confirmed at tat time.
well, so it's changed to 11 june, and it's 12.30pm to 3.30pm daily as in weekdays only.
so again, i wasted another trip there...

i've not seen my boy and it's the 10th day already.
he had been working there for a week without any off days because the restuarant was short handed.
it aches my heart to see him work so hard yet he dun have a choice whether to work or not to..=(
i miss him so much.. =(

will upload the pics taken the other time with hel and boy soon.
for now, let me have some peace..

Amanda shouted @ 1:39 PM